FALSE FACE Put on a false face and pretend To be someone else. I’ve never Been good at that, I can’t lie. Once I remember dressing up As the joker but now the joke Is on me, I dress down each day And don’t recall my childhood. I was born and one day I’ll die That’s celebration enough. This is my face but It’s not false.
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DOWN IS UP Suicide doesn’t want me! Society doesn’t want me! My family doesn’t want me! Care doesn’t want me, am I The only one who cares? Me, without emotion who struggles with depression. The care system I have live with ends up depressing me more. What am I to do, just depend On me to score? I put my heart And my soul on the page Let you read me torn. I’m shooting up Too shoot down This is all I know.
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A POET’S COUNTRY Looking through, ’a poet’s country’ I found a mental health appointment Card from ten years ago. That’s how Long ive lived with this problem Of nothingness. I’m reading things I have read before, digging for hope Just like Kavanagh did in spud drills. I got a letter today from the same people. I don’t know if any help can be got I live in a strange world where nothing Seems to happen. I’ve tried everything To overcome this but only writing Is the seed of poetry, where things grow.
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BLACK HILLS Looking through old photographs But nothing came to mind, I’m locked in A stalemate a pawn without a crown. I remembered something my father said ‘put your hand into a flame and burn Away the burn’. I tried to burn the photo- Graphs to burn memory back in and take the sadness from my eyes. I must find a lift to make these days right Even the beautiful game isn’t beautiful Anymore, can you imagine me playing In a wheelchair, I can’t even keep it up. The stroke has reached down into my very core a place where these words want to come from they are my only hope, ‘ My bright shillings of march’. Way, way up there on those black hills where My father lies.
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A BLOG OF IMAGES AND POME'S.... ISINGLASS Reading Elizabeth Bishop, the poems blur Like looking through as she says: ’ isinglass’ Everything becomes translucent, mapped out On the page. Her rhymes aren’t just rhymes but Fixtures of life, they find their own form. Wow, I wish I could write like that I don’t even have any form but I’m searching For her sequence in the inlets of Donegal At the Fishouses along the Ray River I saw them somewhere before. Going through old poems to find sea shore I hope this poem moves in and out And reflects her sense of belonging I’ll never get the old man and the sea. Not now that I’m here all alone but I can read a master in my own seal-skin.